<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?tag=nerdy%20girl%20goes%20black">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="31111846" src="/31/02/3102563e4639f840c5fabc279401de07e886e55dd9f590589428183860ae44b4.jpg"></p><p>Emily knew she was being weird. She knew she was trying her best to avoid Jameer at work and she couldn’t really explain why to him.</p><p>The problem was that after her waking sex dream about him, Emily kept thinking about it. She’d had half a dozen more incredible orgasms since then and Jameer had starred in each of them. It felt unfair to him, to her, and to Luke, and yet she couldn’t stop it.</p><p>She wasn’t sure she wanted to, either. For the first time in her life she was having genuinely great orgasms and she wasn’t willing to let it go. Every time Jameer popped into her head she climaxed harder.</p><p>She loved Luke so much though, and he’d been working so hard on their sex life. He’d started reading about foreplay and the various ways he could arouse her before they had sex. He’d practiced techniques that he read about and some of them were amazing.</p><p>Still, Emily couldn’t banish Jameer from her thoughts. The best she could do was try not to spend too much time with him at work. She spent so much time thinking about him while she was fooling around with Luke that she didn’t want to risk doing something foolish, like try and kiss Jameer.</p><p>She told herself that she’d enjoy her fantasies for a little while longer and then she’d figure out a way to make it all work while banishing Jameer from her thoughts. She just wanted to have fun and since Luke was cumming hard too, it didn’t seem all that harmful.</p><p>On most days since she’d started fantasizing about Jameer, Emily had managed to largely avoid having to spend any time alone with him. Then Friday arrived. Luke was out of town on a business trip and wouldn’t be back until Sunday.</p><p>That’s how Emily ended up at the bar with her work friends. That’s why she had enough drinks to get buzzed without being sloppy. That’s why she wasn’t aware that Jameer had worked his way over to her at the bar before it was too late to get away.</p><p>“Hey, if something about what I said last week upset you, I’m really sorry,” he said, jumping right into it.</p><p>Emily’s slightly buzzed brain decided to play dumb. “What are you talking about?”</p><p>Jameer made a face that indicated just how dumb it was for Emily to pretend like there was nothing going on.</p><p>“Right,” she said while turning her gaze to the martini glass in front of her. “The thing is, it worked.”</p><p>“What worked?” Jameer asked. He seemed genuinely confused. Perhaps he didn’t remember all the details of their conversation.</p><p>“Demanding a mind-blowing orgasm. It worked,” Emily said.</p><p>A big smile broke across Jameer’s face. “That’s what I figured you meant. I just wanted to hear you say it.”</p><p>Emily lightly punched him in the arm as she laughed nervously. She pushed her glasses up her nose and took another long sip of her drink. She was teetering on the verge of being drunk, but talking to Jameer made her nervous. She couldn’t quite keep all the fantasies she’d been having about him from jumping into her head.</p><p>“See, I told you. I knew you had it in you. There’s a goddess in that little body of yours,” Jameer said as he motioned to the bartender. “Two shots of Jameson, please.”</p><p>Emily knew it probably wasn’t smart to do a shot of anything, but she was free to enjoy the night as she desired, so she went for it.</p><p>She and Jameer clinked their shot glasses together and threw back the 80 proof liquor.</p><p>“So, how did your man do it?” Jameer asked.</p><p>Emily smiled and looked away. She was drunk enough to want to tell him, but still conservative enough to feel a little embarrassed about it.</p><p>“C’mon, don’t be embarrassed. Just spill it. You don’t have to be graphic or nothing, just give me the basic details,” Jameer encouraged her.</p><p>“The first time it was an erotic massage followed by his tongue and fingers,” Emily explained, though she left out the part about Jameer’s presence in her waking fantasy being the thing that put her over the top.</p><p>“Since then it’s been a mixture of things. Luke is trying hard. He’s been doing research and trying new techniques to see what works best.” Emily felt the heat of desire building between her legs as she thought back to the different ways Luke had made her cum over the past week.</p><p>“Damn, you’ve got a special man on your hands,” Jameer said.</p><p>Emily gave him a confused look. “What do you mean?”</p><p>“Girl, you really don’t have much experience with sex, do you?” Jameer took a sip of his beer before putting his elbows on the bar. “I have obviously not been with any guys, sexually speaking, but I know plenty of dudes and I don’t know any that would go to such lengths to make a woman cum. Most guys give up if their dick doesn’t get the job done.”</p><p>Emily stared at her drink and smiled.</p><p>“Sorry,” Jameer added. “I didn’t mean to imply that your man’s dick doesn’t get the job done. I don’t know anything about Luke’s dick. I also shouldn’t be talking about another man’s dick so much.”</p><p>As Emily laughed, she noticed the room spinning just a little. The shot had put her over the top and she was officially drunk.</p><p>The drunkenness is probably why she said, “Maybe his dick doesn’t get the job done. I mean, it hasn’t been his dick that’s been making me cum this past week.”</p><p>The sane, sober part of her tried to push through the drunken haze and tell her to shut up. It was loud enough for Emily to feel a little embarrassed that she was sharing these thoughts with Jameer.</p><p>She took another sip of her drink and added, “God, I really shouldn’t have said that.”</p><p>“Is it…is it small?” Jameer asked. He was clearly a bit drunk too, as he was swaying from side to side on the bar stool.</p><p>Emily pictured Luke’s cock in her head. She didn’t have much to compare it too, though. It was certainly smaller than the cocks she’d seen in porn, but that was probably true for almost every guy. It was about the same size as the other guy’s she’d been with.</p><p>“I don’t know,” she answered. “I wouldn’t say it’s big, but I don’t know if it’s small.”</p><p>Emily had reached the giddy stage of drunkenness. She couldn’t stop smiling and everything seemed a little funnier than it was. Despite not being entirely comfortable talking about sex, she was really enjoying it. She was turned on, too. Even thinking about the orgasms she’d been having was enough to get her going these days.</p><p>Jameer pulled out his phone and dropped it on the bar. He entered in his unlock code and tapped the photos button. Emily watched him scroll and then tap an image.</p><p>He picked up the phone and held it in front of her face. “Is he that big?” Jameer asked.</p><p>Emily was looking at a picture of a cock. A black cock. It was a cock selfie with the picture taker holding his erection in his hand. It looked huge.</p><p>“Holy shit. No. He’s not that big. Is that even real? Can a cock be that big? Is that, like, a toy or something?” she asked.</p><p>“Nope,” Jameer said as he laughed. “That’s the real deal.”</p><p>Emily looked over and saw a broad, proud smile on Jameer’s face and realized that it was his cock in the picture.</p><p>She was aware of how she was supposed to feel. She was supposed to be offended that Jameer would effectively pull out his cock in a bar and show it to her. She was supposed to throw a drink in his face and storm off.</p><p>She had no desire to do that, though. Emily wasn’t entirely sure what she felt. She was definitely turned on, but that might have been leftover from before. She felt a little guilty that she was drunk at a bar and being shown a picture of someone else’s cock while Luke was away.</p><p>More than anything though, Emily felt like she wanted Jameer’s cock. She’d been fantasizing about him for a week. The idea of him between her legs had been the difference between orgasms like she used to have them and the bigger, better, far more satisfying orgasms she’d had recently.</p><p>The more she thought about it, the more Emily wanted to invite Jameer back to her place. She wasn’t sure she could even take a cock that big inside her, but she couldn’t stop thinking about how badly she wanted to try. She wanted to know if it made a difference. She’d never had anything approaching that size inside her and she wanted to know if it would actually make sex better.</p><p>The analytical part of her argued that it was merely an experiment, that she was actually making the best decision for her future because it was unwise to marry Luke without knowing if there were objectively better sexual situations available to her.</p><p>The drunken part of Emily argued that it was the right decision because she’d been fantasizing about Jameer for a week and she should just take him home and let him fuck her brains out.</p><p>There was a part of her that knew it was a mistake, that Luke would be heartbroken if he found out, and that it might make work uncomfortable in more ways than one. That part of her didn’t win the argument though.</p><p>“I want you to fuck me,” Emily said as she looked at Jameer. She felt unusually confident.</p><p>He sat up straight and stared at her. “Wait, what?”</p><p>She turned to face him and launched into a sales pitch of sorts. “Look, the reason I’ve been avoiding you is because I’ve been fantasizing about you all week. I can’t stop it. I want to, but every time Luke goes to work trying to make me cum, you pop into my head. I know it’s crazy and it feels really embarrassing to be saying it, but there it is.”</p><p>Emily watched Jameer’s face and her heart pounded as she waited for his response. She figured he was going to reject her – she wasn’t anywhere near as beautiful as the girls he usually dated – but she couldn’t help but hope he’d say yes.</p><p>Jameer slipped off the bar stool and said, “Let’s go.”</p><p>Emily followed him out of the bar and ordered a ride on her phone. In less than a minute they were riding back to the apartment she shared with Luke.</p><p>She thanked the driver as they stumbled onto the sidewalk and up the steps to her building. As they ascended the stairs to their second floor unit, Jameer’s hands found Emily’s waist and moved over her ass. She squealed as he squeezed her.</p><p>He pressed his body against hers as Emily struggled to unlock the door. She loved that he was committed to it, though. There wasn’t going to be any awkward small talk once they got inside.</p><p>Once the door closed behind them Jameer pulled Emily to him and pressed his thick lips against hers. She opened her mouth and his tongue pushed in as his hands moved under her shirt to caress the soft skin of her stomach.</p><p>Emily moaned into his mouth and reached between his legs to find his cock. She wanted to feel it to see if it lived up to the pictures.</p><p>What she discovered was impressively long and thick. As Emily stroked it, Jameer pulled back and looked into her eyes and asked, “Are you sure about this?” </p><p>Emily liked that he was checking in like that. To answer, she undid his belt, unbuttoned his pants, and pushed them to the floor. She looked down and wrapped her fingers around his exposed, nearly erect cock.</p><p>Jameer kissed her again as Emily continued to stroke his dick. She could feel an intense sense of need building between her legs. The more she touched his cock the more desperate she was to have it inside her.</p><p>“I need you to fuck me, Jameer. I know it’s crazy, but I need it. I need to know what it feels like,” Emily said as she worked her fingers over the head of his cock.</p><p>Jameer pulled Emily’s shirt over her head and deftly unhooked her bra, letting it fall to the floor at her feet. He kissed her as his fingers played with her milky white breasts. She moaned when he gently pulled on her nipples and rolled them between his fingers.</p><p>Emily sucked on his tongue as it invaded her mouth. She’d never done that before, but she liked how it felt, especially when he responded by grasping her breasts a little harder. He was awfully good with his hands and she couldn’t help but wonder if he was as good with his cock.</p><p>“Where’s the bedroom,” Jameer said.</p><p>Emily took his hand and led him through the apartment. She briefly glanced at the pictures of her and Luke that hung on the walls. There was a twinge of guilt, but it was drowned out by the volume of her desire.</p><p>Emily quickly stripped when they reached the bedroom. She didn’t want to wait any longer. She wanted Jameer’s cock inside her.</p><p>She pulled a condom out of the nightstand and passed it to him while she pulled back the comforter and moved to her back on the soft white sheets.</p><p>Emily watched Jameer roll the condom down his big black dick and she felt a genuine tingling sensation between her legs. It was like her pussy was letting her know just how eager it was to feel that thing inside it.</p><p>Once he was fully wrapped, Jameer moved on top of Emily and kissed her. She ran her hands over his back and pulled him closer. The weight of his surprisingly fit body felt so good on top of her and she moaned as the head of his cock rubbed gently against her pussy lips.</p><p>“Fuck me, Jameer,” Emily pleaded.</p><p>She knew more foreplay would be fun, but she just wanted to feel his cock inside her. She’d been fantasizing about it for a week and she was drunk enough to not care about anything but getting exactly what she desired.</p><p>Jameer reached down and guided the head of his cock to Emily’s pussy. He gently pushed it inside her and watched as the experience of being filled by the biggest cock of her life played out on Emily’s face.</p><p>“Oh my God,” she said. “It’s so big. Fuck, it’s so fucking big.”</p><p>Being penetrated by Jameer’s monstrous black cock was an entirely foreign experience for Emily. At first it was a mixture of pleasure, pain, and a sense of elation at being full in a way she’d never been full before.</p><p>She was thankful that Jameer took his time. He seemed more than happy to slowly, gently push himself into her pussy and wait while she adjusted to his size.</p><p>Emily felt a wonderful sense of pleasure when Jameer’s cock finally bottomed out inside her. The sensation was astounding in ways she had honestly never imagined possible. It was an entirely different experience than when Luke fucked her. Sometimes she had a little trouble feeling him inside her. That would never be the case with Jameer. She could feel every inch of him.</p><p>“Fuck me,” Emily whispered as she wrapped her legs and arms around him. She wanted to keep his body as close to hers as possible.</p><p>Slowly, Jameer pulled his cock out of Emily’s pussy and pushed inside her once more. She closed her eyes, held tight to his body, and groaned in a way she’d never groaned before. For a moment she was surprised the noise was coming from her mouth.</p><p>“Harder,” Emily said as any sense of pain subsided and was replaced by pure pleasure. “Fuck me harder.”</p><p>Jameer picked up the pace. He gave Emily exactly what she was looking for, and with it came sensations of overwhelming pleasure she’d never experienced before.</p><p>With just a few thrusts, everything Emily suspected was confirmed to be true. Sex with a big cock was unquestionably better. It wasn’t just a better version of fucking Luke, it was better because it was different. The sensations were different. She could feel every inch of Jameer’s cock as it fucked her. She could feel him deep inside her, unlike with Luke.</p><p>It was that beautiful, overwhelming mixture of pleasurable sensations that brought Emily to a loud, mind-blowing orgasm that far surpassed any she’d had in the last week.</p><p>It was like an explosion went off in her loins. She screamed and dug her nails into Jameer’s back as her legs wrapped around him. “I’m cumming!” she cried out.</p><p>Jameer buried his cock inside her and held it there while Emily quivered in the aftermath of the most incredible orgasm of her life.</p><p>“That was…unlike anything I’ve ever experienced, Jameer. Fuck. I don’t even know what to say.”</p><p>Jameer pulled out and sat back on his knees. His cock was still hard and Emily loved that it was covered in her juices.</p><p>She knew he hadn’t cum and desperately wanted to make sure he did, so Emily said, “How do you want me?”</p><p>“On your hands and knees, right here at the edge of the bed,” Jameer answered.</p><p>Emily swiftly moved into position. She felt that same tingling sensation. She liked being ordered into position by Jameer. She liked that he was going to take her from behind. Luke normally asked if doggystyle was okay, even if she was offering up anything he wanted. It felt better that Jameer hadn’t asked, that he’d simply told her what he wanted.</p><p>This time, Jameer didn’t need to be gentle. Emily was still wet from her orgasm and her pussy was already used to his size. He slid into her with ease and took a firm grip on her hips before starting in on a long, hard pounding.</p><p>Emily gripped the sheets tightly as she got fucked from behind by the biggest cock she was likely to ever experience.</p><p>This was doggystyle sex like she’d never had before. She was being taken by Jameer and she loved every second of it.</p><p>“Fuck me harder, Jameer,” she said, giving him permission to pound her pussy as hard and fast as he wanted.</p><p>Jameer found a well of excess energy and increased the pace of the pussy pounding. The room filled with the sound of his body slamming into hers and Emily’s loud, relentless moans.</p><p>To her amazement, Emily felt another orgasm building between her legs. She’d never cum in doggystyle before, but she’d never had anyone with a cock anywhere near as big as Jameer’s inside her.</p><p>“Harder, harder, harder,” she begged. It felt even better than missionary. Her mind emptied of everything except for the sensation of Jameer’s big cock drilling her pussy from behind.</p><p>“Fuck, Jameer, I’m gonna cum again,” Emily announced.</p><p>Jameer groaned as he fucked her harder. She hoped he was close. She wasn’t sure she could take more of his dick after another orgasm.</p><p>“Cum on my cock, Emily. Cum for me,” Jameer said breathlessly.</p><p>Emily let loose as he continued to pound her cunt from behind. “I’m cumming!” she yelled as another orgasm ripped through her body.</p><p>Jameer buried his cock inside her and groaned as his hands squeezed Emily’s ass hard. She knew he was flooding the condom with his cum. It thrilled her that she’d made another man cum.</p><p>They uncoupled and collapsed onto the bed. Emily rolled onto her side and rested her head on Jameer’s chest as he ran his fingers down her back.</p><p>Despite the intense pleasure of her orgasms, Emily faced a conundrum. Her experiment had yielded a definitive answer: Sex with a big cock was better. That meant she had a problem though. Luke didn’t have a big cock, which meant she’d be giving up truly great sex for the rest of her life if she married him.</p><p>She didn’t want to break up with Luke though. He was smart, passionate, and genuinely dedicated to her pleasure. He’d worked exceptionally hard over the past week to make her cum.</p><p>Emily pondered potential solutions as she laid next to Jameer. She wasn’t sure what to do, but she already knew she couldn’t just give up his big black cock. She didn’t have the willpower to resist.</p>